This is my new England

All I am trying to do is document this. Nothing fancy, but I am at a moment where I understand at this time I am not in England. I am home, or at least what I once considered home, in New Jersey.
So I was at my new job, sitting on the curb. My favorite occurrence nature started happening, a sun shower! I looked up toward the sky and to my right and there was a rainbow, and all I thought of was my England, my Worcester, my London, my family.
Though since I have returned to the land of the over-tanned dolls things have been looking up. I am working a lot, which anyone who knows me KNOWS I am not a working girl. I live in the world of Jen logic, and that clearly is not of this earth logic.If it were up to me I would just sit in a chair looking pretty and somehow getting paid for that. While I am on the subject of dream jobs let me tell you what really honestly bothers the living hell out of me! People pissing on my dreams. I was at my sister college graduation last weekend, and one of her friends mom's decided this was a good point to tell my sister and I that we need a plan B, because our first idea of a job (being in film and being a writer) was total shit! Well here is a thought, why don;t you just mind your own business and just because YOU did not achieve your dream doesn't mean I won't! I am one determined woman and I'll be damned if I will be stopped. For all this woman knows someone could be reading THIS blog and think "Hey I like this girl" and BAM I'm famous! So if any of you feel like that give me a AMEN!
One final note for now, I was afraid to keep writing in this blog because I was terrified of losing the memories of Europe, that these old words would be written over by my new words.But I know in my heart my love for what I experienced will never leave me, and ya'll know I will be back!!